Hi Ansan! If you read this, I just want to ask you something~ if it's okay :3 Why are you so shy when you speak English? You can write awesome and beautiful lyrics in English and you sing them very well! So your English is very good (*^^*) So I just wanted to say that you don't have to be shy, English is fun and easy if you practise it a bit! :)
Last year I went to Zurich, and I was there for more than a month working in a restaurant, and most of the workers there were from other countries. It was my first oportunity to speak English for real (not just on the internet) and it went very well! So if you have the chance to speak English, just give it a try, you'll be surprised (*^^*)
This message is for Anna and anyone who feels that his/her English is bad! If you never try you'll never know :D
I don't know if I'm the only one here who thinks that Anna's English is really good (OoO)